I have been wanting to document some poems that I had written several years ago. One is already on this site, and since I am not as organized as I used to be, I will be finding them as I begin tossing stuff out from time to time. This first one is kind of long so I decided to do separate posts for the others... probably just using their titles.
So here goes...
Jesus IS the Same
Written - June 8, 1998
I think about relationships and from them what I feel
what would it really mean to me to have it full of thrill
I wouldn't be there waiting or sitting all alone
or wanting just to talk with someone who could be on the phone
We'd pick a time to spend together and then we'd laugh and play
We would even take out special times to sit and share and pray
There wouldn't be long periods of time passing by
hoping someone will call and not just wondering why -
that overwhelming feeling that comes along and say
"They only keep you hanging while they hold you at bay
to keep themselves feeling better with what they already may"
You feel yourself a nuisance now a presence in their way
so you look for someone else to fill that empty space
a person that will say you have a special place
but the cycle starts again and now
once more -
I think about relationships and from them what I feel
what would it really mean to me to have it full of thrill
and then I think of Jesus and how he must feel
when he sits there all alone waiting for me to call
wanting just to talk to share a time to pray
and even a time of play
We set a time to meet and as usual it gets postponed
now he wonders if I'm willing to meet with him alone
so he sits there by the phone hoping for my call
while he desires just to meet with me and not be in the way
No one wants to be a nuisance
but
oh for a call right out of the blue for someone just to say
you really are special I am thinking of you
Then there will be no coercing or trying to get my way
to have an effort made to make me feel the way they say
and then
I think about relationships and from them what I feel
what would it really mean to me to have it full of thrill
and I realize that all along I've had the right appeal
I only had to put in place the one who would be real
He who desires me to experience the thrill fulfilled
and now
I think of Jesus relationships and from them what he feels
what would it really mean to him to have those thrills fulfilled
We'd pick a time to spend together and then we'd laugh and play
We would even take out special times to sit and share and pray
There wouldn't be long periods of time passing by
hoping someone will call and not just wondering why
Jesus is the same